想你了...

第三个星期了，我真的放下他了。。。

没有他我依然可以很好幸福...

谢谢恰，谢谢你让我站起来，没有你我觉得我还会迷迷糊糊去做哪些笨事。。

我试着习惯一个人过... 开始新的生活。。

也許我们在不同的時空

可是我還依赖着你呢...

现在的我在想你。。

心里很矛盾。。 不知道可以怎样。。

我很不习惯。。。

是你故意的吗？

是你故意要我学习坚强吗？

是你故意要我习惯一个人吗？

是你故意要我不要依赖你吗？

是你故意要我承受寂寞吗？

7days dy... 10.2.2012

Dear i miss you so much... this really frm my bottom heart...

i still thinking abt u...

how??

i dunno wat to do??

everywhere evrery moment also thinking of u...

i feel crazy and i really feel i cant lose u...

i pretend im good, i hope u really happy v her...

.........................................

Date 27.03.2009

Today having meeting at Menara Axis.. really dunno where is the place

奇妙的爱情

好爱你。。

early moning saturday..

this saturday comming so fast and feel like very boring and no meaningful... i going to my x company hotels later on... so must weakup early and prepared myself to wait my friend come over to fetch me there...

i read ur blog this morning 38jc, feel like ur life was change to unnormal liao wor... the time was the main thing for u... no much time for u to take a long breath right...

me too... coz ur sweetie emily and vivi keep on calling me and ask alot thing and wait me to help them up for ur previous job... make me feel so tired to answer... coz that really not my bussiness ler... why wanna call me do it for them... even dino also like that coz he afaird to ask vivi do invoice and pending pymt letter for bank so ask me help him...

make me going crazy... who will do it for free ler... i not working for them ler... alamak...

my life getting changging ler... same as u lor... me very happy to join this company.. i going penang soon... next tuesday... so this was my 1st time travelling to penang... but for working not for play play lo.. dunnot got time meet up will my classmate not... yesterday i msn him, he work at cititel hotel.... omg it was too near for me if i also book hotel at cititel...

hey barry i comming to you liao... must treat me a good dinner if u free that day... still remember the CNY we play bowling at 1u... so wonderful mark u got it... this was our 2nd time to meet back la... 10 years meet once... now no need more than 1year hahaha...

i miss u guys...

oh no is time to go now...

wednesday 11, 2007

this morning when reach my o office suddenly rainning fall down, it was heavy rain out there, i went to o off to take my jacket, i leave it at x cutie table.. so big head prawn hor... haha..
today mood was tired, and dont noe y was an angry mood over my heart.. feel no mood a all..

maybe think too much or very tired gua.. so after take the jacket i go to my n off to start my work.. so was in busy mood from 9-6pm... non-stop work work work...
only luch hour can rest for when waiting my food comming... i order lou zap min sin.. cant recall when was my last earing this yummy mee liao... when taste it i feel it not good as previous liao.. change alot liao...

start miss the time when eat wif my 38jc.. everytime lunch we will said left or right... but now i just turn left only... cos my co-worker all go yat seng rest. they said only their food can eat compare with other dataran prima rest. .....

i start miss the food that i ate yesterday... wendy da pao for me... duck rice bought at ss2.. it was yummy ler... hehehe

to be continue... no free again...

to all crp human.. hehhehhhehhee...

thank for everyone and sorry if i done anything bad or not good... please forgive me wor...

i just a kids only.... hey dunt vomit there wor...

anywhere happy to work v ur coz ur r so nice just like "my sister" hehe...

start next monday ur wont c me walk infront ur eye and wont c a fatty gal kacau ur liao...

wont hear my voice screaming at there liao... and no one will "zat tou zat shai" liao...

last 2nd day dreaming mood...

friday 15.06.2007
this few days i eat alot, non stop eating, fat like a pig, too many farewell dinner liao... eat eat eat this two weeks i have alot of farewell dinner 1st my tauke soh, 2nd ah wong, following Gan Yan Gin and tonite i also have a farewell dinner v cutie jc & Yuki... anywhere thank for your dinner i appreciated and thank you...

let talk about thing happen today,
this morning got one leng tai Mr's. Kan 3838 de take a camera wanna take my professional, high quality & cool pic.. so i ma "min keong" let her take some photo lo... like drink coffee & busy post lo... hehehe... like 38.. suddenly feel that i will leave this co. soon.. i dint notice today was 2nd day liao haha.. so funny, i think i dreaming gua... still blur blur... please slap me and wake me up..

but i really dream last night, the dream was i start my new job and i couldn't handle my job well, i very sad and down... when i open my eye i immediately tell myself "must do well.. must record and remember what to do when they teach me... must according my own schedule.." sound serious hor... abit bit only la... hope it really can done well on this job...

today abit lazy and feel no mood for doing my job, but anyhow still have to do it finished coz time limited ler... Saturday i will go genting celebration my b'day so hope can enjoy this trip la..
release my pressure...

dunno what to write liao... even my post was abit "fai wah" and gila english, maybe ur dunno what i wrote and dunt understand... please dunt complain and dunt laugh wor...
i just wanna write somethin for myself so next time can read back and have a laugh...

last 2nd day countdown

today was friday liao...

this two week i just keeping eat non stop, today boss belanja la tomorrow other collegue belanja.... make me getting fatty liao... hehe but anyway this was good thing la.. even going off still have many ppl fairwell will me... c i so "RED" oh... hahaha thank for ur all... it touch...

this morning, my cutie said today was last 2nd day, so fast fast take some High Quality, Cool & Professional picture like drink coffee, busy working look haha.. funny!!

Suddenly notice that i gonna leave soon and have a new job waiting for me on this comming monday.. dunno this co. will good or not, but many ppl tell me this was a great chance to try it out... i know, i will do it very well and wont disappointed my FANS... hahaha

yesterday i dream myself start a new job, i cant handle very well.. feel very said.. when i open my eye immediatly tell myself "must do well" & "must mark down and memories what they told me" "do it according to my schedule".. haha... sound like so decipline hor...

non-stop here, at least when afther few months or years i can read back what i typing.. it will different feeling when read back what we typing, sometimes will feel funny for my typing, my english not good at all, but i still wanna type, many ppl dunno what i write and the will get confluse when reading my blog, but this just for myself to keep memory and give the person who really wanna know what i write and feel...

but i can tell your what i wrote was just abit "fai wa"... hhehehehhehe....

sad day + happy day

today my cutie jc was resigned, she found a new job, this was a great thing and happy thing but when i saw my tau ke so sad, i feel abit so sad too...

because same thing happen to me on 23.05.07 i resigned 2, just left 1 weeks i will leave this company... so when my cutie jc resigned today, my tau ke feel so "gen hei" but not "gen hei" can said "gen hak" lo...

i feel she seem like crying lo, but she try to control only, she having a exam on 04.06.07 so i hope she still can put the study mood on lo... she worries so many thing$$!! i think she can handle it very well... jia you jia you, we support you...

hehehe, for my cutie jc i really very happy hear the news when the world was out from her sexy mouth.. but afther few second i think about my tau ke... but anywhere i noe cutie jc also take so much of "yong hei" to talk v Sweety EC, coz i try b4 ma...

now i think she worries can handle the new job or not, i think she wont gonna sleep well or may be can sleep like a pig coz she put down a big and heavy bedan... so, hey u jc plz enjoy this feeling as much as u can la, i think about 1 weeks gua.. u will start "ma muk"
then u will have no rasa anymore.. seem abit like dreaming liao... actually this was what i feel lo..